For some reason I am having a bit of trouble getting into TypePad this evening. The last couple days have really wiped me out emotionally. Years of dissatisfaction and unhappiness with one aspect of my life became too much on Monday evening and I cracked. In the process I realised how fragile I really am behind my ever so slightly obsessive habits. It has been a humbling experience and also liberating, to a degree. It is as if I just turned a corner and saw that uphill for the first time and now I have to climb it while still having to deal with the stressors that led me to where I am now.